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today is not the traditional day for "Shepherd
Sunday", we do hear a lot about sheep and shepherds.
As usual, the masses are represented by sheep. Most
of us think of sheep as more lamb-like: soft, fuzzy,
good in curry. But sheep are big, dirty, scraggily,
stupid and they stink when they're wet.
Given that, as a friend says, it's not hard for
us to picture Jesus as the Good Shepherd, however,
not many of us want to be likened to sheep.
Jeremiah is writing during the exile in Babylon.
He is accusing the rulers of Israel and Judah
of leading the people astray and therefore causing
the exile and dispersion of Jews throughout northern
Africa and southern Europe.
Jeremiah calls down woe and the wrath of God
on the "shepherds" who have destroyed
and scattered God's flock. God, he says, will
deal accordingly to those false shepherds and
will raise up new, faithful shepherds.
Jesus, when he traveled to Gennesaret, had pity
on the people because they were like sheep without
a shepherd. Sheep without a shepherd can be a
dangerous thing. They don't know where to go,
and they will tend to follow whoever seems to
be out front, blindly loping after the sheep butt
in front of them, right off a cliff or into the
arms of wolves and poachers.
Sheep need a faithful shepherd, and we need faithful
leaders, in all aspects of our lives. Sometimes
leadership is a formalized relationship, boss/worker,
child/parent, husband/wife (just kidding), Lord/servant.
Sometimes, leadership is less formal and more
organic. In a card game, one person seems to float
to the top, keeping score and remembering who
gets to deal. In any group of friends, there seems
to be what I call an Alpha friend - just a little
more equal than the others, exercising a subtle
form of leadership.
However it evolves, human systems seem to need
leadership. But, we all know that leadership can
be positive or negative, very negative. In terms
of leadership, Adolph Hitler and Idi Amin could
both be called effective. They got the job done
and they engendered loyalty in their people. There
were incredibly bad leaders because of the road
they chose to walk their flock. But they led.
The forces of good have also seen some incredible
leaders, Martin Luther King, Colin Powell, and
countless others. The world is better off because
of their accepting the mantle of leadership.
In reality, I think that most leaders fall somewhere
in the middle between Idi Amin and MLK. Folks
that have risen up through their respective structure
to emerge as leaders. Well meaning people of varying
level of skill in leadership, doing their best
to lead in the direction in which they feel called.
And therein lies the rub. The direction our leaders
take us.
I think we're in a leadership crisis in the world
today. Shepherds leading their sheep down paths
the shepherd wants to take without regard for
the safety of the sheep. The pending war in the
middle-east, the continuing internecine fighting
in Iraq seem, to me, to be about leaders prosecuting
their agenda while the people suffer.
Ok, I know that some of you are sitting there
waiting for the other shoe to drop and for me
to start talking about General Convention and
the Anglican Communion. And, yes, I believe that
the problems in the Episcopal Church have much
to do with leadership: lay, clergy and bishop.
Starting in the 60's religion in America found
itself on a new path. Being a good Christian and
a good American had been just about the same thing
in the 40's and 50's. The anti-war and civil rights
movements as well as shifting immigration patterns
have taken us into a post Christian America. I
think the leadership of the church failed to lead
us to the greenest pastures and may have traded
off losing some sheep for an easier pathway.
The Church needs leaders. We Christians need
leaders. We need people who will help us navigate
the complexities of scriptural interpretation.
We need leaders who will help us see the full
scope of the Gospel. We need leaders who will
help us explore the varied and rich tapestry of
spirituality.
Sometimes I feel like a sheep without a shepherd.
Now please hear me. I appreciate the leadership
our bishop has brought to the table. He knows
that I'm not always comfortable with the path
he leads us on, but he is my shepherd, or pastor
as would be said in Spanish. But, other leaders
have emerged or assumed leadership roles in the
church that seems to overwhelm the leadership
of most bishops and certainly most of us parish
priests.
It is that leadership, the leaders on the far
left that see the church as a gathering of autonomous
diocese and provinces, and the leaders on the
far right that see the church as a monochromatic
pyramid based on a single interpretation of scripture.
I don't know how much of this debate you have
followed. It is incredibly complex and to explain
all that I know about it would take hours. If
you find yourself thinking, "what in the
world is he talking about?", watch for an
upcoming adult forum on this very topic.
Jeremiah complained that an unfaithful leadership
group had allowed Israel to be scattered to the
winds, an exile that is still incomplete. Jesus
speaks of a people devoid of leaders of any kind.
Leadership is a spiritual calling. A spiritual
gift, as a matter of fact. We're not all called
to be leaders in all settings. That's fine.
We do know that God calls leaders up to pastor
his flock, lay and ordained. And I believe that
God will judge us on how well we care for his
sheep. One of my favorite stories in the bible
is Jesus talking to Peter after the resurrection.
Three times Jesus asks Peter if he loves Jesus.
3 times Peter says that he does. And, 3 times,
using slightly different words, tells Peter to
tend Jesus' sheep.
I have to tell you, I've been in a real slump
since Convention. Neither the extreme left nor
the extreme and not so extreme right feel that
we did what we should have. Some people are already
starting to divvy up the furniture convinced of
a split. I feel let down by the Church. I think
an excellent opportunity to show leadership on
our part by accepting responsibility for much
of the disruption was lost in favor of a milquetoast
easy path that satisfied no-one.
All this talk of leadership, good and bad, applies
to me as the chosen leader of this congregation.
I have been asked what I will do if a split comes.
I honestly cannot answer that yet. It depends
on how the chips fall. I vowed my allegiance,
first to Christ, then to the Episcopal Church.
I don't, for sure, know what that will mean.
But this I know, you called me to be your pastor
and I will be faithful to that call. I have thought
it wise to not really dwell on the problems in
the broader church, and that has allowed us to
concentrate on the Gospel with little real conflict.
I think it's time to start naming the elephant
in our living room.
On the day of my judgment, I don't want Jesus
to put the 23rd Chapter of Jeremiah in my hands
and ask "so, what do you make of this?"
Folks, we've got to start talking to each other.
There are a lot of stressors on our plate right
now - a capital campaign, repair and renovation
of the worship space, Fr. Richard and Ella leaving,
the desire for more modern music. All these things
can help to tear a community apart. Or, they can
make us stronger. The difference will be how we
talk about these things with each other.
You'll be hearing about several small house meetings
to bring conversation to the fore.
While not all of us are called by God to be leaders
in God's church, some of us are. I ask each of
you to examine your heart and ask God if God has
a leadership role for you. And if so, accept it
gladly. Shepherding can't all come from one spot.
Leadership opportunities come in all sorts of
sizes and shapes. Together, we can help each other
to be faithful shepherds of God's flock, so that
when we come to that great judgment seat in heaven,
instead of Jeremiah 23, we hear Matthew 25:21
"Well done, good and faithful servant."
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