| I love
pregnant women. Always have. I think that pregnant
women are beautiful. There's something different
about them, other than their vain attempts to mimic
my stomach. There's usually a glow, a shininess,
a radiance about their face . I got myself in trouble
once by commenting on the expectant glow of a woman
friend. She didn't know she was pregnant. But, she
was.
Pregnant women are experiencing something I never
will. The knowledge that there is a life, a new
life growing inside them. Their bodies and their
lives are being changed by this new life.
The stories of Moses with his shiny face and
the transfiguration of Jesus on the mountain are
familiar stories. They both speak of physical
changes taking place as new life grows within
them.< p> Moses has been given the law.
In Hebrew the tablets are said to contain the
10 Words of God. This is a new covenant between
God and God's people. God had covenanted with
Noah that never again would God cleanse the earth.
God had covenanted with Abraham that the Israelites
would be God's people and he would be their God.
Now, God is offering, through Moses, life under
a new covenant, a new Word of God.
God has given the people a new life. A life under
the Torah, the instructions of God. Moses may
have changed appearance, but the entire people
of the Hebrews were transfigured into a new people
in a new relationship with God.
The books of the prophets tell of how Israel
lived into that covenant. It tells of falling
away, followed by a call to return and a welcoming
by God until the cycle repeats itself, through
to the sending of God's Son.
As Jesus stood on that mountain, experiencing
the changing of his physical self, he was joined
by the man of the law, his glowing face unveiled
for he was in the presence of God, and the chief
of prophets, Elijah radiating light as he would
have as the chariots of fire lifted him into heaven.
And when it was done, only Jesus, glowing, radiating,
shining, remained.
In this transfigured man was the completion of
the both the law and the prophets. All that Moses
and Elijah stood for was made complete in the
shining person of Jesus. The covenant with Moses,
the covenant with Abraham, the covenant with Moses
and the Hebrews now rest in the person called
Jesus, the Son of God. In him was and is, the
whole substance of covenant life with God. In
his body is new life for us all.
I want to be real careful here. Our Presiding
Bishop elect has caught all sorts of flak over
using a ancient image of Jesus as Mother, so I
don't want to push the metaphor too far. But the
idea of radiance of the one carrying new life
within him was seen by the frightened and confused
disciples.
New life. Brought down the mountain for all to
receive. New life in the Body of Jesus Christ
given birth by his death and resurrection.
Oh sure, "new life" is one of those
religious terms that seems to point to something,
but not very clearly. We talk about a new life
in Christ, but what do we really mean?
We say that if we are baptized into Christ's
death and resurrection, we are mad a new creation.
What do we mean. I tell candidates for baptism
and their sponsors that Baptism isn't magic. If
you're a jerk before your baptized, you'll probably
still be a jerk after you're baptized.
It is true that many people do experience a life
changing event when they make the conscious decision
to dedicate their lives to Christ. We call these
"mountain top experiences" such as Peter,
James and John might have experienced. I know
a man that as soon as he said that Jesus was the
Lord of his life, he gave up addictions tobacco
and alcohol immediately. Truly a life changing
moment.
But, how about for the rest of us? What does
this new life really mean to us. Most of us were
baptized as children. I was all of 4 months old.
I hadn't had enough time with my old life to recognize
my new one. I was adorable before and adorable
after. No comment on the present.
I believe that something very profound happens
at our baptism whether we know it or not. I believe
that the very core of our Being, that spot we
may call soul or Essence, is changed by the sacraments
of the church, especially the two sacraments mandated
by Jesus, Eucharist and Baptism. It may not change
how we act, but it changes the expectations of
our behavior.
I believe that when we take communion, we as
individuals and as a community of faith becomes
what we eat, the Body of Christ. We may not act
differently, but we are different. We are the
Body of Christ. We are the Incarnation of Christ
to the world. Often, the only Christ people see.
If we consciously focus on that, that we are Christ
to the World, it may impact our behavior, in fact,
probably should.
Do we act as though we have been buried with
Christ and resurrected into a new life at our
baptism? We're different people. Again, we are
the incarnation of Christ to the world. We are
renewed into the full image of Christ.
I think that's a major reason why church attendance
in this country is declining. Those of us whose
very being has been changed into the perfect image
of Christ don't act like it. Now, that's not an
excuse for those who don't go, but too often they're
right. Gandhi once said that if Christians acted
like Christians, there would be no Hindus in all
of India.
We can raise the same questions about marriage.
If our souls are changed so that our relationship
manifests Christ's love, do we act like it? Again,
why should our young people rush to get married
when they see most new marriages fail, usually
in the first couple of years?
Of course, I can't talk about any of the sacraments
and our inability to fully live into them without
talking about ordination. As with baptism and
the Eucharist, I believe that ordination changes
our very being, our essence. Not for the better,
just changed. Now, I have to admit that my view
of the Church and Holy Orders is a pretty extreme
stance. It would be called very Catholic or High.
See, that's why I don't have a problem with holding
pastors to a higher standard. And, the higher
the order, the higher the expectation.
I fail miserably in many ways. If Jesus expects
me to be an icon of a new life in Christ, I hope
he has some other options. Regardless, I accepted
the honor and burden of ordination fully aware
of the expectations that sacrament carries with
it.
No matter what or position in the church is,
or whether we're married or not, we are new creations.
The old essence is replaced by the perfect essence
of Christ. We either try to live as an image of
Christ or we don't. God has helped us out in that
we are born with a character that sees the good
and tries to do the good, so our natural character
is to strive toward a Christly image. But it is
not a guarantee.
To live a new life, to be a new creation is a
gift of God given to us through the sacraments
of the church. How we reflect that life is up
to us. Being a part of a community of faith is
so necessary. Living a life in the image of Christ
is counter cultural. It puts you in front of me.
It puts God ahead of gain. It puts mercy and compassion
ahead of justice.
Remember me talking about pregnant women? The
radiance that comes from having a new life in
them. Christ's radiance at the new life born by
him is ours to share. As we live our life in Christ,
may we too glow with the expectant radiance of
bringing new life to our selves and our world.
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