| I don't
like to admit this, but I'm a little afraid of the
dark. Have been for as long as I remember. I've
tried all kinds of things to figure out why. Something
may have happened when I was young in the dark,
I don't know. When Kari and I married, we quickly
discovered an area of profound disagreement. She
needs a room to be very dark in order to sleep.
I need at least a little light, someplace to be
comfortable. So for 20 years we have compromised.
We sleep in the dark.
Several years ago we went to one of the caves in
Texas where they have tours of immense caverns.
At the beginning of the tour, the guide showed us
a little pen light. It gave off enough light to
see where your car key should go, but that was about
it.
After descending along well lit paths we came to
what he called the main hall. He warned us that
he was going to turn out the lights so we would
experience absolute darkness. I was lovin' that
don't you know. We huddled Tasha and Annie (this
was pre Steph) and waited to be plunged into the
great abyss (my interpretation). It was incredible.
You could literally not see your hand if you put
next to your nose.
The guide then said, "You remember that pen
light?" We all grunted, "Yah, sure".
Then he turned it on, and it lit up the hall. I
not only released the death grip I had on Kari's
arm, I had a theological "aha" moment.
Darkness is the absence of light. You can't add
darkness to a lit room. All you can do is remove
the light.
In the beginning of creation, the universe was dark,
because there was nothing to produce light. Then
God said, "Let their be Light" and the
darkness faded away. Physically speaking if we didn't
have the sun, the world would be in total darkness
except, perhaps for any light coming from distant
stars.
That's true with humanity as well. Once we learned
to say no to God, we have lived in a darkened world.
Not completely dark, but certainly not sunshine
bright. Sin, war, death, disease have removed some
of the created light . I fear that everyday the
luminescence of the world dims. Hatred, fear, and
just plain meanness seems to grow, turning down
the light ever so slightly.
John understood darkness. He experienced it first
hand. The community he was writing this Gospel for
was isolated from the rest of society. They were
probably under some form of persecution. We know
that Christians were blamed for the destruction
of the Temple in 70 AD. This may have contributed
to John's sense of darkness, as well as his blaming
"the Jews" for all of the communities
problems.
Whatever the reason, John knew darkness. He also
knew what a little light could do. And, in some
of the most beautiful poetry in all of scripture,
he says, "In the beginning was the Word, and
the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He
was in the beginning with God. All things came into
being through him, and without him not one thing
came into being. What has come into being in him
was life, and the life was the light of all people.
The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness
did not overcome it."
Jesus, the light of the world, could not be overwhelmed
by the darkness of sin and death. Jesus came to
overpower the darkness. Even more than a penlight
in a cavern, Jesus sheds saving light to a dark
and broken world.
Then, we might ask, why is there still darkness?
Why are there still wars, abuse, crime, hatred,
murder, distrust, intolerance and ignorance if Jesus
has filled the world with light?
Back n that cave, lit up by a triple A battery,
we could turn away from the light and see nooks
and crannies that were still dark. When we turned
away from the light, it cast shadows that diminished
the light. The light simply couldn't get to every
spot of darkness. If I stepped out of the way, my
shadow shifted and a place that was dark now had
light.
The world has plunged into darkness because we have
not taken the light into the whole world. We have
stood in the way and kept the light of Christ from
shining in the deepest darkest caves of our hearts.
We're afraid of the dark, but we're even more afraid
of turning on the light for fear we'll see, or worse,
God will see our deepest secrets.
I don't mind telling you, that there are a couple
of periods in my life that I just can't remember.
They are as the darkened cave in my memory. I've
done a lot of work toward turning on a light, but
it's still dark. I'm usually OK with these dark
corners of my memory, but sometimes I'm not. Fortunately,
I have several pen lights set around when I need
them.
Sometimes that all it takes. A little Light. A little
Christ to transform the darkness into a sea of hope.
Little Orphan Annie sang, "The sun will come
out tomorrow". Hope, expectation, belief. A
light shining in the darkness, and the darkness
not overpowering it.
There are people in every part of the world who
live in darkness. Who are trapped in despair, poverty,
abuse and ignorance. The light of Christ burns dimly
if at all. They are around the corner and behind
a big rock and the light of Christ is blocked and
they only see the shadow.
We who have seen the light of Christ must bear that
light in the world. Even if we seem to be shadowed,
we must take that small bulb and battery and offer
at least a glimpse of Christ in every environment
we encounter.
A glimpse. Perhaps that is all we can really offer.
An act of kindness. A helping hand. A warm welcome.
A word of comfort. A prayer. Glimpses of Christ's
love and light.
As long as there is some cave somewhere that is
still living in the shadows of death, despair, war,
sin and evil, Christ's mission is incomplete. Our
mission is incomplete.
Right here in Lee county, we have people who do
not know the love, grace and peace of Jesus Christ.
Right here there are people who can't see the love
of Christ because they live in the shadow of a bad
religious experience, unfair judgment and what I
call biblical abuse - the use of the bible as a
weapon that tears down instead of a ladder that
lifts them up.
We have a great tool, a bright beacon of hope and
love. It is in our liturgy. It's in our unrestrained
welcoming. It's in our love of God and each other.
We can take the light to those who need it. It only
takes each of us to share our flashlight with someone
who is still afraid of the dark.
I don't want to give away much of what I will say
at our annual meeting in a few weeks, but I will
say that I want 2007 to be a year of unapologetic
evangelism. I don't mean pulling people away from
other churches, rather pulling people away from
the golf course, the television and the Sunday Morning
sleep in. (We have an 11:00 service for goodness
sake, not to mention a 5:00 Saturday service.) I
want each family to bring one person to church for
2 services and then help shepherd them as they come
to know us. Your son or daughter visiting from Detroit
doesn't count.
This evangelism will, I hope, grow hands and feet.
People come to see the love of God in Christ most
often by experiencing what it means to feed, house,
protect and visit the least of God's children, both
as givers and receivers. They still need help in
the destruction path of Katrina and Wilma. I hope
we have a domestic mission trip this year, as well
as one to the Dominican Republic.
The light of Christ can only find its way into the
deepest cracks of rock if we take it there, or at
least get out of the way of it. Yes, it can be scary
to face the darkness, I know that well. But, I have
found that if I try to walk in the dark knowing
that I have a light if I need it, I am much more
apt to venture there.
We have that light. It's Jesus Christ, the Son of
God who was and is and will be. Share the light.
Be a bearer of light, a bearer of Christ. Take him
into the recesses of your soul and the dark places
of our world. If we all do that, if we all give
little glimpses of light, Christ will be illumined.
In that cave, one little lamp made the room much
brighter. Imagine what we could have seen and done
if each of us had a light no bigger than the one
of the guide. We could have shone light into even
the deepest crevice.
There is a verse in Matthew's Gospel that says,
"let your light shine before others, so that
they may see your good works and give glory to your
Father in heaven." I would add that by letting
our light shine, we are shining the light of Christ.
The very light that God called into being. The light
that pierces the darkness and gives life to all
people.
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